i don't love you

i wish i could see things as clear as i see them now.
you said you loved me, you lied.
you asked me to marry you, you lied.
you said we will be together forever, you lied.
you said i was the only one, i belived.
like always, i belived. i gave you everything, everything i could ever give you, i gave you. and you know what?! you ruined everything, once again. even though it's over, you can make me fall apart with just a couple of words.
this wednesday i can finaly tell my therapist why i can't trust anyone. and that's why we can't be friends.
thanks anyway for waking me up.